SWANLAKE

 A Short Talk with Stella Traub (director)

BEST STUDENT DOCUMENTARY

22nd IN THE PALACE International Short Film Festival 2025

Germany, Documentary, German, 00:05:33, 2024

Synopsis: When we are ill, all we want is one thing - to stop being ill. The filmmaker sees a swan in a duck pond and dreams with Long Covid of the realm of the healthy. An essay about enchanted sick people and dreaming birds.

Biography: Stella Deborah Traub, born in 1996, is a freelance photographer and studies documentary film directing under Prof. Karin Jurschick at the HFF Munich. They are part of the interdisciplinary artist collective queer:raum. In their work, they deal with feminist narratives and social class relations.

Stella Traub, director

Evgenia Evtimova: This is a very thoughtful and experimental film essay. It feels personal, would you call it autobiographical?

Stella Traub: I’d say it’s autofictional. The moment you turn a personal experience into a film, it becomes fictionalised, there’s no way around it.

Evgenia Evtimova: We’ve all experienced illness, especially during the Covid years. Your way of portraying it is very abstract, especially through your use of mixed media. How did that approach come about, and was it difficult to implement?

Stella Traub: Around that time, I just felt really strange. I wanted to express what was going on inside my head, something that felt like a dream, or even a fever dream. That’s when I started experimenting with AI.

At first, I made AI images of a swan doing absurd things, shopping in the supermarket, jogging in the park, standing on red carpets. I showed these to friends, and eventually, the idea of using a real swan and inserting it into various photo scenarios emerged. It all came from wanting to depict that surreal, in-between state I was in.

Evgenia Evtimova: AI can take us anywhere these days, but the way you ground your story in very tactile imagery still feels very human. Another thing that stands out is how you handled every aspect of this film, you directed, shot, produced, edited. What was the hardest part, and why?

Stella Traub: Definitely the filming. I was very sick during that time, and just physically getting up, going outside, carrying a camera, it wasn’t easy. The writing felt more like writing a diary, so that part came naturally. Editing also followed a kind of gut feeling, so that flowed as well. But the act of filming, getting myself together to go outside and shoot, that was the toughest.

Evgenia Evtimova: What came first, the essay or the visuals? And did you plan the footage while writing, or was it more intuitive?

Stella Traub: I wrote the essay first, then filmed, edited, and went out again to shoot what I felt was missing, so it was quite a layered process. But the filming itself was intuitive. I’d go out and think, Okay, I need the swan now… I need some ducks… maybe some funny ducks. It was a bit like collecting documentary footage, responding to what the essay needed in the moment.

Evgenia Evtimova: Was there anything that changed significantly from the original essay once you started editing?

Stella Traub: Yes, actually, the entire dream sequence at the end wasn’t part of the original essay. That came during the editing process. It just felt right, and the film needed it.

Interviewer: Evgenia Evtimova

Editor: Martin Kudlac